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âMr. Vanwell, so nice of you to finally call, Darling.â She proclaimed.
âOhâ¦wait â I think you have me confused with someone else. You donât know me.â I explained.
âOh no. Youâre not Sebastian Vanwell, Alejandroâs friend? I apologize if I have you mistaken.â I nervously laughed.
âI do know Alejandro. I donât think I would call him my friend. I didnât know he would speak of me to you. Iâm caught a little off guard by that.â
âDarling, there is nothing to worry about. My business tailors by referrals. All clients know this, and they also know not to refer unless they know the person can keep the upmost anonymity. Alejandro just let me know that he gave you a business card.â
âRight. Listenâ¦I donât even know why Iâm calling. Iâm sorry I wasted your time.â I said, as I was about to hang up.
âSebastianâ¦may I call you Sebastian?â She asked.
âUmmâ¦yes.â
âGreat. Sebastian I can sense your nervousness over the phone. Youâre not doing anything wrong Darling. Just relax. Weâre two consenting adults talking. Now let me begin by telling you how excited I am that you called. I heard you were quite taken by my Ysabelle. She is a beautiful thing isnât she?â
âYes.â I whispered as she chuckled.
âYsabelle is my prized possession, Sebastian, she is very special to me. Do you understand that?â
âI do. Can I speak freely?â
âOf course.â
âIâm not quite sure what you mean. She belongs to you? I donât understand.â
âOh yesâ¦I have gotten a bit ahead of myself, havenât I? Please excuse my carelessness. Ysabelle works for me, Sebastian. Sheâs my girl, sheâs an escort.â My mouth dropped open. I didnât know what to say. I had just called a whorehouse. Ysabelle was a prostitute.
âAre you there?â
âIâm sorry to have wasted your time. I had no idea. Iâm a happily married man. I just thoughtâ¦I â I donât know what I thought.â I stuttered.
âItâs alright Darling. I keep my business discrete for several reasons. You have nothing to be ashamed of Sebastian, you havenât done anything wrong. Ysabelle provides several different forms of companionship. This isnât what you think it is. My girls are not prostitutes, they are prized jewels and not just any man can be with them.â
âWith all due respect I am fully aware of what an escort entails Madam.â
âReally? Well then Sebastian why donât you put your money where your mouth is? Youâre obviously taken with my Ysabelle, or else you wouldnât be calling a month and a half later. You could have Ysabelle for an evening and you could do with her as you please. I promise you wonât regret it.â
âThere would be no need for sex?â I hesitated.
âSex is not a need itâs a want. Unless you want it then no, you can talk, and just enjoy one anotherâs company. There is no harm in that now is there?
âHow much?â I couldnât believe I had just said that. I felt sick to my stomach.
âMy girls arenât rented by the hour Sebastian. Since I can feel your hesitation I will allow it this time. How about $5,000 for two hours?â
â$2,500 an hour to talk to someone?â I blurted.
âI never said my girls were cheap, Sebastian. My girls are ladies and expect to be treated as so.â
âWhatever. When can I see her?â
âWellâ¦thatâs up to you. How fast can you come in to see me?â
âI donât follow.â
âI know youâre not planning on being intimate with Ysabelle, however there is still a process that needs to take place before you can have her.â
âWhich is?â
âYou would need to come in and have a physical, and be tested for any discrepancies. Also, I would need your social and fingerprints to run a background check. I also need to keep a card on file. I protect whatâs mine, Sebastian, Iâm sure you can understand that.â She proclaimed.
âI understand. I can come in tomorrow afternoon, letâs say around noon.â
âPerfect, it wonât take long for the results. If everything clears you could see her this Friday. Her appointment for that night canceled. His loss is your gain. I can tell her once everything comes back clear and put you on the schedule. Now where would you like her?â
âIâm not quite sure. Iâm married and I donât think my wife would appreciate what the hell Iâm even doing, this will be a one-time thing I just need to see her this once and I will be done. I wonât need more time with her.â
âOf course,â I could feel her smiling on the other end as if she could predict that it wouldnât be. âWell because, of the hitches that you may have, may I suggest a hotel room? Thereâs privacy and the indiscretion that you need.â
I didnât want to meet at a hotel, but I didnât have much of a choice.
âHave her meet me at The W at 6 p.m., I will confirm the room number as soon as itâs booked.â I replied, not waiting for my uncertainty to creep in.
âHave a great evening, good bye.â I heard the dial tone and hung up. I couldnât believe I was doing this. This was it. I just needed to see her. After that I would forget about her forever.
*Y*
They say that everything happens for a reason. Iâll never forget the phone call that changed my life. It all started with that damn phone call. I should have known better. I should have passed. I should have done a lot of things other then meet with him.
I didnât.
I answered the phone.
I accepted the date.
And I changed the course of my life.
I met with Sebastian Vanwell.
*S*
I was a nervous wreck for the rest of the week; my results had come back clean, as I knew they would. I didnât know if I should have been thankful that she had an opening so soon. I should have given myself more time, maybe even some time to talk myself out of it.
I knew in my heart that it didnât matter, I was destined to meet Ysabelle. We were meant to cross paths. For whatever fucked up reason she came into my life, I couldnât let her go. As much as I repeated to myself that I would only see her that one time, I knew in the back of my mind that it wouldnât be the last. I couldnât admit that to myself, because if I did I wouldnât be able to look in the mirror.
So I lied to myself and proceeded my week as if it were just any other. I drove myself to the hotel that Friday evening, parked my car, and rode the elevator four stories high.
I took off my jacket, loosened my tie some, and served myself a Scotch. After my second drink there was a knock at the door. I knew the moment I opened the door that everything I believed in would change. That didnât stop me from doing so. I walked to the door and opened it with welcome arms.
Y
He opened the door and I was once again greeted with the same gaze that I had not allowed myself to think about.
âGood evening, Sebastian.â I said, as I stood on the tips of my toes to kiss him on the cheek. He wasnât as caught off guard with it as last time. I felt his arms go around me and he pulled me in to a tight hug, with his face buried in my neck.
Now I was the one who was caught off guard. I could feel myself stiffen in his embrace. He hugged me like he knew me, like he hadnât seen me in years. I had never been embraced like that and I began to feel uncomfortable. I didnât do emotions; I didnât know how to handle them. I couldnât deny that it felt riveting. I felt cherished. His strong arms felt comforting and safe. I found myself closing my eyes and breathing him in.
Fuckâ¦what am I doing?
I eased myself away from him and he looked me right in the eyes. His eyes were moist, like he was stopping himself from crying.
âAre you alright?â I asked.
âYes, Iâm more than alright. Iâm so happy to see you again. Please, come in.â He gestured towards an open living room. I walked in and set my purse on the counter.
âWould you
like a drink?â
âSure.â I replied.
âWhat would you like?â
âWhat are you having?â
âScotch.â
âStraight?â
âYes.â
âIâll have the same.â My answer intrigued him I could see it in his face. He poured our drinks and handed me mine. I took my second sip and he was already pouring himself another glass.
âAre you nervous?â I taunted.
He looked up from his drink, âWhy would you say that?â
I smirked, âbecause, youâre drinking like a lush and you look sort of flushed.â His demeanor changed from the man who opened the door. Something was up; I quickly glanced at his left hand. I didnât get the opportunity to do it at the bar.
âAre you married?â He quickly took another sip of his drink.
âNo, now why would you ask that?â
I smiled, âhmmmâ¦well that oneâs easy, thereâs a tan line where your wedding ring should be.â Interestingâ¦he was married. Now talk about a game changer and here I was thinking this man was different. Damn me for letting my guard down for even a second. I swear the married ones were always so clueless, I mean I could sense the apprehension from a mile away. The shame in his eyes was undeniable and the way he kept drinking just told me he was trying to calm his nerves.
I smiled again, I felt bad for him but that didnât take away the want to fuck with him a little bit. I was a little shit like that.
âItâs alright, Sebastian,â he looked back up at me and caught me smirking again, âthe real question you should be asking yourself, is if you took your wedding ring off for me, or if you took it off for yourself, because I donât care whether youâre married, single, divorced, or widowedâ¦â
I walked closer to him, close enough to start playing with his tie, âdoes it make it a little easier for you with the ring off? Does it make it not so real?â
I stopped playing with tie and we stared into each otherâs eyes. I had stared into the eyes of lots of men throughout the years. Most of the time they were the same; always lust, want, need, or desire. His were different. They were sad. It was like looking at me was causing him pain, and even though it was painful he couldnât turn away.
The air between us started to feel thick and I could sense the tension. I didnât want the night to proceed like that so I decided to lighten the mood with some teasing.
âYou know Sebby-â
âDonât call me that.â He asserted with caution. I cocked my left eyebrow in intrigue.
âHmmmâ¦okâ¦what would you like me to call you?â
âSebastian.â He demanded
âInteresting. Okayâ¦Iâll play, you know Sebastian, I actually prefer the married ones.â I lured.
âWhy is that?â He questioned confused.
âBecause, youâre all looking for the same thing, you want a change, want to spice it up, maybe itâs a fantasy that you want to perform that you canât do with your wife, or youâre just over the routine of being with the same woman.
Sometimes you want to sow some wild oats that you didnât get to do, because you were either married young, or you just werenât that kind of guy. There really isnât anything to be ashamed of, were human beings and like animals were not born to be monogamous.â
He smiled and it felt as though he was more relaxed, not sure if it was the conversation or the whisky. I would have guessed both.
âYouâre very sure of yourself, arenât you?â
âAm I right?...Wait let me guess, youâre a little bit of all of the above.â I said with a shit-eating grin.
âWaitâ¦Hold on a secondâ¦if I remember correctly, you called me something else that night on the yacht and you told me I look like someone. What was it? Oh! I remember now, you called me Olivia.â He immediately flinched, it was fast and I saw it.
âHuhâ¦Sebastian, youâre keeping secrets. What kind of relationship are we going to have, that is based on lies, love? This Olivia, is she your long lost love? Do I remind you of her? Is that why youâre here? Wait, is that why Iâm hereâ¦am I supposed to play a part? Madam didnât tell me.â
âI donât want to talk about that, Ysabelle.â
âDid I hit a nerve?â I questioned as he finished his drink.
âItâs okay. You donât have to tell me. You know Sebastian this is actually perfect for me. Iâm quite the little actress. We can make love, hell I can even spank you and tie you up, or I can play the shy little virgin?â I mocked.
âHmmmâ¦Iâm betting you want to fuck?â His eyebrows rose like he did not expect me to be this blunt. He set down his glass and walked over to me. His demeanor changed, he wanted to intimidate me. He had no idea who he was fucking with.
âSo let me guess, this is where you tell me that you donât kiss on the lips?â He alleged.
I chuckled, ânoâ¦I love to kiss on the mouth Sebastian, especially if my come is on your lips.â
The look on his face was priceless.
âAm I being too forward, coming on too strong, Sebastian?â He cocked his head to the side and put his hands on my shoulders.
âItâs okay, Ysabelle.â He cautioned.
âExcuse me?â
âThis rough exterior you have going on. Itâs sexy as hell, you donât need to put on a performance for me though. I donât need you be to be anything other than yourself. I just want to talk to you. I didnât pay for sex and Iâm sure Madam explained that to you. I am married. I just wanted to see you. Itâs that simple.â
This man was a walking contradiction. One second I was thinking he is like every other cheating husband and then he throws me a curveball like that.
âWhat am I doing here, Sebastian?â His left hand caressed the side of my cheek and I instantly wanted to lean towards it, not because I was supposed to, because I wanted to. What the fuck was he doing to me?
âI just want to talk to you, Ysa.â
âYsa? You have a nickname for me now?â
âIt just came out. I could call you Ysabelle if youâd like?â
âNo. Itâs okay, you can call me whatever youâd like.
âYouâre so beautiful.â He whispered, as he genuinely smiled at me. The gesture made me walk away from his embrace. It was too much.
âSo Sebastianâ¦do you usually pay $5,000 to talk to woman?â He chuckled.
âNo, not usually. Iâm a nice guy though, my mom tells me so.â I giggled at his corny joke.
âYou know, youâre awfully feisty for being so tiny.â
âIâve been called worse. So what are we doing? If were not fucking, Iâm assuming foreplay is out too? Iâm still sort of confused on the itinerary here.â
âIt is a bit confusing, huh? Itâs the same for me. I donât know what the guidelines are here either. Iâve never done this before. To be completely honest Ysabelle, I canât say that Iâm not taken back by the fact that youâre in this business.â I raised my eyebrows.
âNoâ¦I mean to each their own. Itâs just that youâreâ¦I meanâ¦itâsâ¦â He stuttered, âfuckâ¦Iâm sorry. I donât mean to offend you.â
âNo worries, youâre not the first man to tell me that and you wonât be the last.â I declared.
âLetâs start over.â He suggested.
âSure.â
âGreat, since neither of us know what to do here. How about we play ten questions? Itâs a way to get to know one another.â He proposed with a grin.
âTen is a little high donât you think? How about five?â
âAlrightâ He said laughing.
âJust to make things a little less PG-13, how about if we decide not to answer the question then we have to take a drink. I mean unless you have a curfew. I wouldnât want to break up a happy home.â
âWeâre good.â He remarked.
âFabulous, ladies first. Why am I really here?â I asked.
âNot going to make it easy on me, huh. I donât even know if I can answer that, other than that yo
u look like someone who was very important to me.â
âWhere is she?â
âYou got to ask your question, itâs my turn. How long have you been doing this?â
âDoing what exactly?â
âSelling yourself.â I laughed so hard my head fell back.
âReally? Selling myself? Oh come on. I think we both know Sebastian that I donât do anything I donât want to. I donât sell anything. Itâs a service for service arrangement. I get out just as much as I give. To answer your question, I have been selling myself since I wasâ¦fuckâ¦I donât know fourteen, fifteen maybe. Iâm a generational whore.â I confessed with a smile.
âYou were a child. Where were your parents?â
âYou got to ask your question, itâs my turn.â I repeated.
âWhere is this Olivia? I take it she is not your wife or you wouldnât be here.â His gaze left mine and he took a sip of his drink.
âTouché.â I stated.
âWhere were your parents?â
âWellâ¦letâs see. You want honesty right? I mean I can give you the made up version or the truth.
âWhen youâre with me I always want the truth, Ysa.â
There was something about the tone of his voice and the look in his eyes that made me want to believe him.
âI never met my father and my mother was...letâs just say I grew up alone. Not everyone comes from a cookie cutter lifestyle, Sebastian. Itâs all good, I love what I do, donât mistake that.â
I didnât think either of us knew what we were getting ourselves into when we decided to play this game. Why I had just shared my past with a complete stranger was beyond me.
Maybe I was at a point in my life where I just needed to tell someone. This man was paying for my company and he wanted honesty. I guess I did it for him; at least thatâs what I told myself.
âWhyâd you take your wedding ring off?â He sighed deeply.
âI took it off to make myself more comfortable. As much as I keep telling myself Iâm not doing anything wrong, I still feel like I am. I thought taking it off would make it easier on me.â