Page 51 of Worth the Risk (Worth It 2)
âIââ She blinked up at him, her throat going dry. She couldnât tell him. Well, she could but she didnât want to go into too much detail. It still felt too raw, too personal, talking about her little family, her only family member. Her grandma, spending such intimate time with Hunterâ¦it was all crashing down on her at once. âSomeoneâs sick. I need to go check on her and make sure sheâs all right.â
; âWho is it and where are they?â He gentled his hold on her, his fingers caressing, his eyes so warm as he stared at her. âTell me. Donât keep it a secret. Iâm here for you. I want to help you.â
And she wanted to believe him, really she did. But sheâd never depended on anyone before. Old habits were hard to break. âItâs aâ¦old family friend,â she lied. Why couldnât she tell him? Why couldnât she open up to him like he wanted her to? Like she wanted to? âShe asked me to come see her in the hospital.â
âWhere does she live?â
âUpstate. I need to goââ
âGracie.â He shook her a little. âListen to me. You donât have a car.â
She frowned. âI know that. Iâll rent one.â
He rolled his eyes and gave her another shake. âIâll take you.â
âNo,â she said vehemently. âI need to go alone. Sheâs a veryâprivate person.â More like she was the very private person.
âIâm not letting you leave in the middle of the night to drive upstate in your imaginary car. Youâre too upset.â
âDonât patronize me.â She jerked out of his hold, looking everywhere for her shoes. Where the hell were they? âYou always expect everyone to just do what you say, donât you?â
âIâm trying to help you. Itâs a damn shame you canât recognize that.â He blew out a harsh breath. âCome on, Gracie. Let me in. Let me into your life.â
She shook her head, relief flooding her when she found what sheâd been looking for. Slipping her shoes on, she ran a hand over her hair. Her makeup was probably smeared all over her face, but it didnât matter. She didnât have time to freshen up, she needed to go. âItâs a private matter, like I said. Let me get up there and make sure sheâs okay. IâllâIâll call you.â
âYou are the most frustrating woman Iâve ever met.â He grabbed her again. Tugged her close and wrapped his arms tight around her and she pressed her cheek against his bare chest, closing her eyes. Why couldnât she let him help her? Why couldnât she open herself up to him? Why was it always so damn hard? âTake one of my cars, at least. You do have a license, donât you?â
Nodding, she withdrew from him and met his gaze. âItâs been a while since I drove but yes, I have a license.â
âTake the Mercedes. Itâs safe and an automatic. Shouldnât give you any trouble.â
âHow many cars do you have?â She still had a hard time grasping his lifestyle and how he took it for granted. It all seemed like a dream.
âToo many.â He kissed the tip of her nose with a gentle smile. âIâll take you down to the garage.â
âHunter.â She pressed her hands to his chest, the heat of his skin nearly searing her palms. âI donât want you to hold this against me. Like youâll make me owe you for this or something, using your car, your offer of help.â
He frowned, his expression so fierce it almost frightened her. âDo you really think that little of me? That I would make you owe me for letting you borrow my car?â
âIâI donât know. Iâm no good at this. Iâm terrible at this sort of thing.â Sheâd messed up. Now he was angry.
âNo shit,â he muttered, withdrawing from her both physically and emotionally. âThat was never my intention. I might be an asshole, but Iâm not that big of an asshole.â
âI never said you were an asshole.â
âYeah, but you implied it.â
âFine.â She threw her hands up in the air and grabbed her purse, tossing her cell phone inside of it before she slung it over her shoulder. âYouâre right. I have no idea what Iâm doing when it comes to this sort of stuff and I donât know why I thought I would ever change. Forget it. Forget all of it.â She started toward the door.
âWait a minuteâwhere are you going?â He followed after her, slapping his hand against the front door before she could open it. âYou do realize every single damn time you run away when the going gets too tough.â
âThatâs because youâre right. I canât handle it. I canât handle you.â Tears formed in the corner of her eyes and she blinked them away. âNo matter how good we make each other feel, how good it is between us, itâll never work. I donât know why I bother trying.â
âGracie,â he started but she glared at him.
âDonât. Just.â She shook her head and cranked the door handle. âDonât say anything, Hunter. Please.â